Hard but Good...

Sometimes it may seem like the world is so unfair, people who don't do good deeds get what they want but people who do good doesn't. And sometimes I feel the same way too... This week started with a very down day, I asked GOD "why Lord? why?" I knew in my head that He already had plans for me but still my heart didn't feel that way. I didn't really feel the peace in my heart anymore. I started to look at people's fault without seeing the a bigger fault in myself...

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, 'Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.- Luke6:41-42 -

I was down for one whole day and I just couldn't show my love to anyone around me, I asked God again "why Lord?"

But sooner that day God really touched my heart with a song.

I Offer My Life

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Chorus:
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

I realised, I'm really a helpless girl with no way to go but to let God lead, and everything is possible with GOD but one thing impossible thing for Him is that God will never lie. And God promised that if we stay in Him, He promised that He'll never forsake us... and well what really reminded me of His promise was the "raincircle" He gave us on Friday... How blessed are we to have such a great God. And really I've learned to be humble and really commit everything into His hands...

"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed." - Proverbs 16:3 -

(another picture taken from Sabah)